Daughter – Medicine Lyrics

LOVE THIS SONG

My suicide song =) I will never have a second chance, but it's okay...

your right, our society does not have the right to put judiciary pressure on people's individual rights. But sadness can be cured, its just another illness. I know what you say, im on yor situation right now... and i feel horrible, the person i love does not want to see me again after i spend the last 2years of my life helping her from depression and put another man in our bed 4 days after the breaking up even said its my fault, i feel dead in life, so why to die again??? i can cry 24h a day and it hurts as hell but i will not give up, never! im gonna beat this sad moment and ill be stronger and happier than i was

I have two interpretations of this song, they're both related to my life, actually. I think I'm addicted to people, I mean I need people's attachment and I try to get their attention in any possible way, otherwise I don't feel alive at all, so for me the "medicine" it's the people, and this medicine simply stop the feeling of emptiness for some time but don't remove it at all, because after all. I'm the only one who can make myself feel better, I feel this need to make people love me because I don't like myself enough. The second thing it's about the fact that ever since I was 4 I suffer from epilepsy since then I started to take medicine and this fact have always made me feel different, I felt like I was broken and distorted compared to other people, so yeah. I feel like I'm talking to myself when I hear this song."Pick it up, pick it all up.And start again.You've got a second chance"I'm telling myself that it's all up to me, I have to accept the person that I'm, I have to pick up all the broken pieces of my heart and start again, because until I die I will always have a second chance."you could go home.Escape it all.It's just irrelevant."I could just give up on me and then simply go to my bedroom ("go home") and cry. I could just ecape from my hate for myself and refuge on people, but it's irrelevant to others because they can't see how distorted I'm and this is revelant just for me."It's just medicine."People after all are only a temporary cure for my problem."You could still be,what you want to,What you said you were,when I met you."I could still be all I wanted to be since I have got conscience of what I'm and what I want to do in my life, but still I stop myself, and I'm the only limit that exist in my life."You've got a warm heart,you've got a beautiful brain.But it's disintegrating,from all the medicine"This one has a double meaning, first : I know that I have a kind heart, I know I'm a nice person and I know I have a good brain that makes me think about what are my values and my qualities but yet, there I go again and start to think bad about myself and how I could just have died the day I was born so I'm "disintegrating" myself and I'm the cause of all of this, and again I go to people for my medicine, when I'm the doctor, you could tell.The second is that ever since I took medicine I felt like I'm not good enough, people didn't even want to talk to me so yeah, medicine is disintegrating me but yet it relates to the first meaning too.