I gaze out hazing windows
Gets lonely in here but I paid the rent though
I don't really understand how I did it
Just get up go get it that's how I'm living
Cause dreams die life evolves win big and you lose it all
Like a 10-99 I write 'em off with fake friends and whiskey bottles
Problems yeah we all got 'em accumulated from a life of agony
Self medicate to distort reality
Tryna elevate cause the game is dragging me
Through the mud
Didn't do it for the change, for the money, for the drugs
Didn't do it for the fame no depth no hug
I did it for the love and all of the clan the fuck with us
When these dirt bags pile in your liabily
Wish a motherfucker would try to stop me
Spent my whole life living with pain
Love and lost wages looking for change
And I ain't never been one to complain
I done paid my dues and put in work
It's a long bumpy road coming from the dirt
So when they see us on top I know it hurts
Cause I never thought I'd live this way
Lord knows that I've tried to change
All my life I have been living in pain
Ooh I need to find some change
And I hate to be the one to complain
Lord knows you only wanted the same
So I'm asking can you spare some change
Spare some change if you looking my way
I'm trying to make a change like Grandma said
Trying to make money off the music in my head
But I'm closer to death than being fed
All the words I said to the time I spent
All the late nights in the studio
Tryna make a grip off of this music shit
I guess I should have been working the job and when I punch the clock
No fucking office sat down with the boss had a heart to heart
And talk about his thoughts then I grab the mop with no back talk
There's no time to slack off
No time to hide in the back of the break room to write these rap songs
Maybe then I would've elevated, family happy like exclamations
But would I ever acclumated to living a life with no pen and paper
No concentration on my next rhyme pattern
Of the pattern of the beaten snd the unbeaten path
That I travel I'd a revel if I live
The life without the pitt and patter
Of the ticks and drums that music doesn't have
So fuck the change I'm staying right here as they switch lanes
With my gansta lean cold ac let my shit bang as I stay the same
Unless it's mental growth to bring myself to a new horizon
Yeah you can come along but man keep your cash there's change provided
Cause I never thought I'd live this way
Lord knows that I've tried to change
All my life I have been living in pain
Ooh I need to find some change
And I hate to be the one to complain
Lord knows you only wanted the same
So I'm asking can you spare some change
Spare some change if you looking my way
Walking up in cold sweats
In the back of my mind I was tipping over
Fghting to catch my balance
Splash a little water on my face tryin' to get me sober
I spent six months off alcohol
Livin' in a dream and without withdrawals
That shit knew hell I been down before
And that landlords still beatin' on my door
Just left overs whiskey bottles
Blind to what comes and for sin tomorrow
I was broke then I am broke now
Got a jundred miles left and I'm broke down
Why won't you tell me that I am a fool
I'd rather hear lies than you tell me the truth
I wear a disguise when I wake up and talk to these people
I'm sick of this life and I blame it on you
Waking up frantic out of breath in a panic
Then I realize I was stuck in traffic
What the fuck happened I think I'm goin' mad again
It's like I don't get the joke that you're laughing at
It's got me thinkin' it's a joke for the aftermath
Til I'm kicking down doors like a bat or a ram
And turn the bitch head red like Raggedy Ann
I'm so pissed off fuck this shit
Y'all don't like me suck my dick
I'd beg for change I prayed for change
But I never thought that it would come like this
It's like thirty below and I'm out in the cold
It's just me and this cup I got no where to go
And I'm begging the Lord if you hear me
I'm sure that your bringin' me change
Or maybe I'm wrong
Cause I never thought I'd live this way
Lord knows that I've tried to change
All my life I have been living in pain
Ooh I need to find some change
And I hate to be the one to complain
Lord knows you only wanted the same
So I'm asking can you spare some change
Spare some change if you looking my way
If you looking my way
If you looking my way
If you looking my way
If you looking my way
If you looking my way
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