Patiently saving your inner rage
to change your mixed feelings on brighter days
You were hopeful but oh, how you're helpless too
The pills couldn't do what you needed them to
My mind still races
with thoughts of all the things to say
to give (give you) a reason
for holding up with all this weight
Guilty of trying my hardest this year
to feel like I helped you make sense of what's wrong up here
My biggest fear was
just letting your days here go wasted in hating
You always said, "The silver lining sits far behind me.
There's nothing left inside me.
I'm giving up, I'm sick of fighting."
And there it was,
my only chance to make a difference
When I needed you to listen,
you just wanted to be distant
I can't just blame you
for taking you away from me
So here's my goodbye
Here's to the light you couldn't see
Oh Hallie
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