Yeah, look
I'm parked in front of this clinic, been waiting for 40 minutes
The girl that I'm with is in it and recently been admitted
I play it cool but I'm sick to my stomach knowing we did it
Sometimes I just wish she had it, though I'd never admit it
I get a text from my dude, telling me come and kick it
I'm passing time as I rhyme from the driver side of her Civic
Or maybe it was a Sentra, honestly don't remember
What I do is the guilt, and religion says I'm a sinner
So how do I keep revealing, agony that I'm feeling
Try to keep my composure, she's walking out of the building
Told her I was her chauffeur, anyway I'd be willing
To take her long as we done by 6:30 I got some dealings
And I know she thinks I'm weak, and she's sucking in her teeth
Like how could you leave me now, when you promised to stay and sleep
And I feel like I'm a thief, cause I'm overwhelmed with this grief
I've stolen her innocence and I sold it back to her cheap
And I feel disgust too, that it can't be us two
It's happily ever after, that chapter is just through
And I'm chilling with my partners, we looking for what's new
That's when I finally realized that men can be sluts too
And there's no way to divert it, I know my soul is perverted
I pollinated this flower then ripped it out of the surface
Overwatered the roots and the truth is I need some purpose
Lord knows I'm not perfect, fuck
So where do we go now?
Don't wait for me now
Don't wait for me now
Oh, where do we go now?
Don't wait for me now
Don't wait for me now
Oh, I know she's worth it
But I ain't perfect, no, no, no, no
So don't wait for me now
Cause I'll never be perfect
And I've been a liar, I've been a cheater
I'd rather sleep with a stranger than be a man and leave her
I'd rather sleep with the shame than try to not appease her
Plus I know she's easily pleased so I'd rather mislead her
And we exorcising our demons
And it's like our breakups and makeups becoming seamless
And I say I love her sometimes but do I mean it
And it's like we only together out of convenience
And I remember my mother was always teaching me
Said every time I fuck a girl I lose another piece of me
Especially in this industry, women come at you frequently
You gon' have to prove that you better than what you seem to be
And I said I listen, but I feel like something's missing
And I thought that my admission of guilt was my petition
Even though they say it's wrong, we feel it's the right decision
How do we raise a child in these fucked up conditions?
And we can barely eat or sleep still
I try to comfort her, tell her we need to keep still
She said a part of you was growing inside of me
Now that part is dead so how you think that makes me feel?
I guess I feel responsible
I guess this really is more than just some obstacle
But if you still can't forgive me then it's worthless
You know I'm not perfect
So where do we go now?
Don't wait for me now
Don't wait for me now
Oh, where do we go now?
Don't wait for me now
Don't wait for me now
Oh, I know she's worth it
But I ain't perfect, no, no, no, no
So don't wait for me now
Cause I'll never be perfect
Sneaking up her mama's stairs
Trying to avoid her mama's stares
And I'm thinking like does her mama care
Then I realize the procedure her and her mama shared
Drama stares you in the face and that can sever time
I had to sacrifice us so I could better mine
Then I asked you what's wrong, you told me never mind
And right then I realized that it was never mine
Damn
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