I thought I was great
Having big discussions that led to nothing, but you
A form of my own
And I'm used to leaving you alone
I know it's surprising
And I know you think of me highly
I finally pulled apart myself
And analyzed everything I felt
I noticed I held on tightly, so
I never would have to lose control
I thought I was king
Making all that money that made me nothing
Cut to maniacal fits
And suppression losin' its grip
I know it's surprising
And I know you think of me highly
I think about where I'd even go
If ever I was to lose control
I'm whispering insults to myself
I'm boxed in and locked out
I'm layin' it all out here right now
I thought about ending it myself
I thought about all my shameful acts
And every secret that I've kept
Maybe I'll be happy again
And God will alleviate my sins
Considering every painful part
I'm off to a good start
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