How's the view from his bed, do I ever cross your mind because you never leave my head I just fake being fine
But I promise that soon I'll be alright
I just need an escape tonight
burn your fire on a different page
I keep staring at the map pinned with the places that we've been
I wish you knew that I was afraid
I bet you'll never look back and see that you left my skin riddled with mistakes
We needed the time
Don't look back down the path of your winding road
Just look forward and promise and soon you'll know
I wish I could stay the same for now but I swear that soon we'll be home
It's hard to even breathe
When I think about it
Even if I'm only being triggered
By the notes that I'm reading
Or the ghost that I'm seeing
All connected to you but you don't even care you don't see that I'm bleeding
I'm picking pedals off of flowers playing Russian roulette
With you behind the trigger then I'm bound to lose this bet
I'm rolling all the dice and now there's no surprise
That you've made a fool of yourself now I see through your lies
Don't look back down the path of your winding road
Just look forward I promise and soon you'll know
I wish I could stay the same for now
But I swear that soon we'll be home
And I'll never forget
I'm looking through the mirror
I just can't believe you said that I'd ever see things clearer
Just your thought is enough to make me scream
And the chills run down me
You move me like a currents in the sea and I was drowning
As the sea would steadily rise into my lungs choking out my life
I had to learn to control my breathing
Once and for all I'll feel alive
How's the view from his bed
Know you never cross my mind
I bet I never leave your head
And I'll be just fine
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