My mind is heavy with the weight of where I've been
And overbearing distance between me and myself
Pray that I will make it through the day
Pray that my hands won't start to shake
My inner workings mend and break
I mend and break
I start to shake
Mend and break
And you had to watch me slip away into a state that haunts me every day
And I'm sorry for the mess that I've become
It haunts me every day and I felt myself fade again
And I hope one day I'll leave this place
But what hurts the most is seeing the ones I love
Being afraid of where I go when I am alone
When the bedroom floor becomes my home
I shut my eyes, hold my ears and bury myself in guilt
And you had to watch me slip away into a state that haunts me every day
And I'm sorry for the mess that I've become
It haunts me every day and I felt myself fade again
And I hope one day I'll leave this place
I've broken my spine
Bending over backwards to ease my aches
So stay, don't dissipate when I'm wearing thin in misery
I'm still here
Don't fade away when I'm wearing thin
Promise me, promise me
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