I'm sitting and listening to thoughts in my head
And I'm picking a living, but now it's gone in a fled
Making songs, but instead, feeling off of the thread
I'm forgetting about getting my mind lost in the bed
And I'm off the top of my head
Thinkin' so many things that I forgotten I'd said
Remembering all of the better things
That I had wanted, but lost in the palm of regret
And I'm calm, but upset
Lookin' out the window, seeing a life gone past me
Feeling so off of it, looking so confident
When I hear the drop of a rap beat
Trying to make it to the top as an athlete
But it all comes to a stop when they ask me
"Are you okay?" Yeah
I just really don't know what to say when it has me
And life is a story of tragedy
'Cause, what is a war without casualties?
And what is the core of reality?
So many questions, what more than they're asking me?
And what do I say in response?
Just another day in my thoughts
We got a whole world, but we stay in a box
Go pay your dues, don't be afraid of the cost
Yeah
Lookin' out the window, seeing a life gone past me
I got everything to make me happy
And I'm staring at the mirror
And I'll take it in right now,
Because the world is so much clearer to me
And I can feel your energy
From millions of miles away
And I'm sitting in my room
And I'm just looking for something to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And I've been sitting in my room, I've been sitting in my room
I'm just looking for something to say
I'm tryna find something to do with my life
I look at you, and I'm like, "Damn"
I am ahead of my game
Do what I can to go get with the fame
And I'm still in the process
Feelin' I'm killing it, really, I'm still makin' progress
In fact, I'm beginning, I'm spitting my lyrics
To get recognition and comments
Uh
Sometimes, it requires a lack of sleep
Researching for the track or beat
I just keep working when it matters least
And when it matters most, I gotta have the growth
I gotta go all out when I rap to show- off
I gotta prove myself
Wanna inspire people? Gotta move yourself
Pursue the wealth
I'm gonna do this shit, and I'ma do it well
I've been through a hell, and now I'm moving on
Got so many things to improve upon
I'm just trying to do what I can
I really don't care if I'm losing a fan, I'm just using my plan
I'm pursuing the glam, I'm removing the spam
I really hope that you understand
Uh
Lookin' out the window, seeing a life gone past me
I got everything to make me happy
And I'm staring at the mirror
And I'll take it in right now,
Because the world is so much clearer to me
And I can feel your energy
From millions of miles away
And I'm sitting in my room
And I'm just looking for something to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
And I've been sitting in my room, I've been sitting in my room
I'm just looking for something to say
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