I've been trying
I've been trying
I've been trying
But trying ain't trying when your laying with them lions,
Walking round my block and you can hear them shots firing
I'm not claiming darkness is the
light I've shown you where the light is
Life has got a joy pad I can't seem to get behind it
Looking for your life it's only in the lord that you will find it
Wish that I could say that I have never had regrets
Some things I've done in life I wanna take it all back and rewind it
I ain't in control of timing
So I've just gotta ride it
I don't care what no one says g I ain't copying no sideman
I don't need no ghost writer you can hear that splintas writing
I don't need no bling the lord has got my face shining
I've been stressed I've been
depressed and i'v been broken i ain't lying
Falling down but I keep getting back up and I keep on trying
See I've been tryna battle through all of this lightning
Cause i know that every single cloud has got it's silver lining
Everybody wanna be rich they don't wanna die
Nobody wanna be labelled a sideman
I ain't watching what your getting i'm just getting mine
Feeling like a boss and I ain't even gotta lie fam
Right now im stressed out
And i dont realy need the sarga
Ive been praying to god and asking him to pull me out this lava
Smoking on this marijuana blowing smoke over to parma
You can try and shoot the bullets you aint bending down this armour
I ain't strong because i want to
I've been strong because I had to
Remember taking trips and telling them that i'll be back soon
Postin up my block it had me feeling like a statue
So I had to venture out as going crazy in my bathroom
Looking in my mirror wondering while i'm still getting slimmer
Chicken plate up in my face i'm struggling to eat my dinner
G i'm stressed out
I can feel my body getting thinner
I don't want you all to feel my pain just know I ain't a quitter
I'm gonna stand up when I fall
I'm gonna push until I make it happy
With my flat bottoms I don't need designer trainers
It's not cash that I be running after
Love is what I'm chasing
I just want love all around me
I don't wanna just be taken
Everybody wanna be rich they don't wanna die
Nobody wanna be labelled a sideman
I ain't watching what your getting i'm just getting mine
Feeling like a boss and I ain't even gotta lie fam
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