Not Afraid album cover

Stephanie Smith – First Words Lyrics

Christian

It was the freshman year of my high school career
Things had barely gotten underway
Before my innocence would be betrayed
Starting with a phone call, a family member dies
And at the funeral I looked into your eyes
For the first time, this was a dream of mine
But you didn’t know me, you didn’t know my name

The first words you spoke to me
Since you left my family
You didn’t call me Stephanie
This will take some getting over don’t you agree

But now I’m here
I know it’s been a few years
I’ve shed a few tears and now I have a few things to say
When we met, you broke my heart
14 years old and you tore me apart
But that aside, please know I love you
And more than that, I forgive you

Meeting at a truck stop for lunch
We covered basics, let’s keep in touch
Not even a week later, a letter in the mail
You think it’s better to let this fail
Another attempt to get to know my father
Efforts exhausted, why did I bother

The first words you wrote to me
Since I made you family
They worried me to the worse degree
This will take some getting over don’t you agree

But now I’m here
And now it’s been a few years
I’ve shed a few tears and now I have a few things to say
When we met, you broke my heart
19 years old and you tore me apart
But that aside, please know I love you
And more than that, I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you

Comments (3)

  • Anonymous
    oh my goodness. i luv this song sooo much that words cannot even explain. this song describes me and my dads relationship so perfectly. luv it.
  • Anonymous
    omg this somg is sooo sad i cant belive that her dad did that. this is a song is somthing that anyone can relate 2, even if ur parent r split up or not it's good 2 have a relationship w/ anyone that u love =D
  • Anonymous
    yah but this song came from her heart, its really the true story of her life...she talks about it on her myspace -Allie