Slave to my own misery
I just can't seem to get myself out of this void
I am forever drawing a blank
Losing sight of who I am
Watching everyone else succeed
While I wallow in my misery, yeah
I'm losing my grip and I'm so scared
That I'll just wither away
I'm losing my grip and days fly by
While I wallow in my misery
I let your absence get a hold on me
I can't find the strength to do anything
Failing again and again
I am nothing but a disappointment at best
Thirteen years of your suffering projected on to me
Sucking me down, pulling me further and further
Feeding my apathy
How am I supposed to shed this negativity?
I just wanted to make something of myself
But you made a mess of me
I just wanted to make something of myself
But you made a mess of me
You had a look on your face that said
"I couldn't be more disappointed in you if I tried"
I let your absence get a hold on me
I can't find the strength to do anything
Failing again and again
I am nothing but a disappointment at best
I know you think you failed me
But I can't blame you anymore
I've only failed myself
I know you think you failed me
But I can be so much more
Let me spread my wings and soar
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